Tate McRae - hate myself: chords

Em                               C
I can say things I don't always mean
                             Em
When people get too close to me
                                C
Don't know where it comes from honestly
    Em                                      C
And you weren't perfect yeah, you had your lows
                            Em
But I'd say you got pretty close
                          C
Don't know how you could put up with me

          Em
I was so caught up in my own thoughts
        C
Don't think that I understood
                   Em
When you said that you just couldn't take it
     C
That I would lose you for good

Chorus:
    Em                  D C
Oh, I didn't think this over
                         D Em
Fell back when you got closer
                                    D
After I just put you right through hell
     C                                 D Em
You couldn't hate me more than I hate myself
                   D  C                     D     Em
I'd always act so selfish at shit I hadn't dealt with
                                    D
After I just put you right through hell
     C
You couldn't hate me more than I hate myself

We both know I might be the worst at goodbyes
But I look at you straight and I lied
And acted like I'd be fine
Sometimes when I care, I think I tend to shut off
Like nothing could matter enough
Why would you let me keep doing that?
You should've stopped me, but

I was so caught up in my own thoughts
Don't think that I understood
When you said that you just couldn't take it
That I would lose you for good

Chorus:
Oh, I didn't think this over
Fell back when you got closer
After I just put you right through hell
You couldn't hate me more than I hate myself
I'd always act so selfish
Had shit I hadn't dealt with
After I just put you right through hell
You couldn't hate me more than I hate myself

   Am
So off I go to hurt you again
   Em
I shut you out to try to forget
     Am
That I'm the one who's fucked in the end
      Em
Cause baby, you'll be happier with someone else
   Am
So off I go to hurt you again
   Em
I shut you out to try to forget
     C
That I'm the one who's fucked in the end
Cause you couldn't hate me more than I hate myself

I didn't think this over
Fell back when you got closer
After I just put you right through hell
You couldn't hate me more than I hate myself