Tate McRae - chaotic: chords

            A#                                  Dm
I have this paralyzing fear that I'll maybe go nowhere
         C
But God forbid me ever admitting I could be scared
             A#                                            Dm
And I can't stand my friends right now, we got nothing in common
           C
But being lonely's worse than just having friends that don't care

             A#                   Dm
You said it looks like I've been going through hell
C
How did you know? How could you tell?
A#            Dm         C
Ask me to explain myself, well

Chorus:
              A#                        Dm
I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest
              C
Nobody said changing would be this exhausting
               A#                               Dm
A foot on the break 'cause it's been making me carsick
                C
How could you blame me? Growing up is chaotic

Don't wanna say it but I really think that I miss him
It might seem stupid but I still look through all of our texts
Who knew that wanting someone could ever make me this desperate
Don't think I'll do that again, no

You said it looks like I've been going through hell
How did you know? How could you tell?
You ask me to explain myself, well

Chorus

    Gm                               A#
And maybe I'm just blowing all this shit up in my head
Dm                  F
But I can't help it, no, I can't help it
Gm                                 A#
Fooling myself thinking that I'll never love again
Dm                 F
God damn I felt it, I really felt it
    Gm                               A#
And maybe I'm just blowing all this shit up in my head
Dm                  F
But I can't help it, no, I can't help it
Gm                                  A#
Spending too much time on things I know that I'll forget
Dm                C
But damn I felt it

Chorus:
I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest
Nobody said changing could be this exhausting
A foot on the brake 'cause it's making me carsick
How could you blame me?