Soccer Mommy - bloodstream: chords

E  A         D
Remembering running
           A/C#
through my yard
        E         A D A/C#
like a wild stream
E       A           D
Just a little kid, blood
        A/C#     E         A D A/C#
flowing into my rosy cheeks

Now a river runs red from
my knuckles into the sink
And there's a pale girl staring
through the mirror at me
Maybe it's just a dream, wish
I could go back to sleep

Hydrangeas blooming off
the branches of park trees
It's a half-hearted calm,
the way I've felt since I was thirteen

'Cause I may not feel it now,
covered up the wounds with my long sleeves
But I know it's waiting there,
swimming through my bloodstream
And it's gonna come for me,
yeah it's gonna come for me

Chorus:
D         C#m
What did you have that
    F#m         A
I didn’t? and why am I
A/C# D               C#m
so  blue? someone’s talking
       F#m
in my forehead that says
      A        A/C# D
I’ll never be like you
     C#m            F#m
happiness is like a firefly
    A              D
on summer evenings feel it
 C#m                F#m
slipping through my fingers
             A
but I can’t catch it in
    D
my hands catch it in my

Old memories, ribbons running
down from my bare knees
I ran too fast, fell down on
my face in the concrete
I guess the lesson's learned,
I've barely left my room in the past week
And I've got my guard up trying
all the time to stay clean
But I don't feel anything,
I don't feel anything

Chorus:
What did you have that I didn't?
And why am I so fucked?
There's someone talking in my forehead
That says, "I'll never be enough"
And happiness is like
a firefly on summer evenings
Feel it slipping through my fingers
But I can't catch it in my hands
Catch it in my