NF - Change: chords

      F#m
Yeah, look
                E
I don't do drugs, I'm addicted to the pain though
    D
Yeah, I been on it for a while,
                       Bm
dunno how to put it down
Gotta have it, it's a habit I'ma break though
F#m                                        E
I just wanna take a hit, keep sayin' I'ma quit
                                        D
Keep sayin' I'ma leave, but I stay though
                                                 Bm
I just want a little fix, I don't wanna take a risk
I don't like it when I drift from the safe zone
 F#m
But lately, I been thinkin' I'ma have to
 E
Lettin' go of things that I'm attached to
                   D
World don't stop just because I'm in a bad mood
                           Bm
You don't know what love is 'til you holdin'
onto somethin' that you can't lose
F#m
I swear I'm tryna get it together
          E
Sleeves up, puttin' work in, tryna be better
         D
I like to rap, but I ain't gon' do it forever
              Bm
Forget the charts, I've been focusing' on holdin'
my head up
               F#m
Moment I get up, I just wanna know I'm doin' my best
               E
And if I'm not, Lord forgive me, you can have
the regrets
        D
'Cause I can feel the water tryna go up over my head
               Bm
Most of my life, I always felt like I was holdin'
my breath
                F#m
Holdin' my chest, to be honest, so I'm tired of it
              E
Lookin' for somethin' in my life to be inspired
again
           D
I like to walk around and act like I don't
know what it is
                  Bm
But I know what it is, I just never wanna commit

Chorus:
              F#m   E
Runnin' from change
                  D
I'm lookin' for change
                   F#m  E
I'm searchin' for change
                  D
I'm lookin' for change
                          F#m
I just want, I just want change

Yeah, I don't like new things
Got a lot of mood swings
Oh, you wanna tell me somethin' negative?
I don't wanna hear what you think
Yeah, tossin' in my sleep
Every night for like two weeks
Thinkin' 'bout how I could have done this
or done that better
Can't help it, that's just me
Lies, that's me avoidin' the change
Yeah, that's probably why the issues
ain't goin' away
Yeah, that's probably why I always
sit around and complain
Tellin' myself that I ain't never
gettin' out of this place
Out of my face if you tellin' me
I need to be different
That's the issue though, I'm always
insecurity-driven
Takin' the wrong turns, actin' like
I know where I'm headed
Waitin' for somethin' bad to happen,
I can snap any minute
I need change
Yeah, that's kinda easy to say, right?
But difficult to do when I feel like I hate life
And everyone around me kinda thinks
I'm a great guy
But I don't ever think it so I think
I'm a fake liar
Change
It's somethin' that I know I should do
I'm a little uncomfortable,
to tell you the truth
But to be honest with you lately,
I got nothin' to lose
See, I've always been full of pain,
but now I'm makin' some room

Chorus:
Lookin' for change
I'm lookin' for change
I'm searchin' for change
I'm lookin' for change
I just want, I just want—

[Verse 3]
I need a moment of silence
I don't like change, but I'll try it
I don't wanna hear what I should or
I shouldn't do
Why are they always defiant?
See, all my emotions are liars
All my emotions are violent
They don't want freedom to find me
Mention a name and everybody riots (Change)
Yeah, that's why I'm checkin' my vitals
They keep on workin', but I know
Breathin' don't mean you're alive, so
I bag up all of my trash and walk out
on my tightrope
Positive thoughts are my rivals (Change)
I'm tryna be on their side though
Should I feel comfortable? I don't
Last year, I felt suicidal
This year, I might do somethin'
different like talkin' to God more

Chorus:
I'm lookin' for change
I'm lookin' for (Yeah)
I'm searchin' for change
I'm lookin' for
I just want, I just want change
I'm lookin' for (Yeah)
I'm searchin' for change
I'm lookin' for, yeah (Ayy, ayy)
I just want, I just want change
Yeah, I'm lookin' for (Lookin' for)
I'm searchin' for change
I'm lookin' for (Yeah)
I just want, I just want change
I'm lookin' for (Ayy)
I'm searchin' for change (Ayy)
I'm lookin' for, yeah
I just want, I just want change