A There's a saltwater film on the jar of your ashes F#m D I threw them to sea, but a gust blew them backwards E And the sting in my eyes, which you, then, inflicted F E Was par for the course, just as when you were living It's no stretch to say you were not quite a father But a donor of seeds to a poor, single mother That would raise us alone; we never saw the money That went down your throat through the hole in your belly [Verse 2] Thirteen years old in the suburbs of Denver Standing in line for Thanksgiving dinner At the Catholic church; the servers wore crosses To shield from the sufferance plaguing the others Styrofoam plates, cafeteria tables Charity reeks of cheap wine and pity And I'm thinking of you; I do every year When we count all our blessings and wonder what we're doing here You're a disgrace to the concept of family The priest won't divulge that fact in his homily And I'll stand up and scream if the mourning remain quiet You can deck out a lie in a suit, but I won't buy it I won't join in the procession that's speaking their piece Using five-dollar words while praising his integrity And just 'cause he's gone, it doesn't change the fact He was a bastard in life; thus, a bastard in death, yeah | TransposeReset Font sizeReset Chords fingeringsA D E F F#m |